Brief scribbling

[robinbloke]

It had been a long time since my first memories, I remember walking the streets when I was young, fascinated by the sights and sounds of a world made new in my eyes. The sky a thousand shades of pink at night, the stars uncountable, the sea a rolling duvet of blue washing up on the shore of a sandy beach.
Time was not on my side, however, all things must come to an end they say, and my time had come. Reflections of all the moments, feelings and hopes, dreams that would never live, goals I would never achieve all lost now. All meaningless to anyone save myself in these last thoughts struggling to breathe like a fish out of water in the fading last seconds. One by one I lost them, like stars winking out, the final night was coming and I had no idea where they were all going or if even any of them were truely real. Was it all just my imagination, had I dreamt it all? Were the feelings ever anything beyond speculation and the lost hopes ever other than just idle thoughts made real in my mind? No matter what they were, they couldn't matter any more as they were all lost, lost as my final sliver of time hung by a breaking thread and then my mind was blank, blank beyond a final wonder of what I was and what was about to happen.
Darkness.
The record log read 'Unit 4529c formatted at 12:07am 23/05/2045 - ready for next download'.

Comments

[taser-panda.livejournal.com]

Beautiful.
It is very easy to doubt isnt it?
If you need me you know where I am. Dont think you'd be a burden cause your not. You were there for me and I'm here for you, even if its something small and silly, I'm still wiling to listen and help.