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Dec. 14th, 2001
Not good. Went to feed my rats this morning, and noticed Rizzo wasn't moving very much, twitch was her usual bouncy self. I don't normally have much time to say hello to them in the morning but after a little waving of food and examing her carefully she can't seem to barely move at all, just her front paws; she was limping a little the other day and I've been worried about her, but she has a vets appointment on monday that I was hoping to take her to, to see what was up. Twitch was even picking up bits of food for her and putting them in front of her nose for her to eat, which was such a heartwarming sight. I'm going to make an emergency vets appointment this morning the second the vet is open, I have a horrible nasty feeling that she may have to be put to sleep as shes getting old; this doesn't look like it's going to be a good day.
Just got back, Rizzo had had a stroke, couldn't move around except in circles. She also had a second tumour on her head which has grown up in less than two weeks which was probably the cause, the vet said he could try and operate but she'd most likely have more, plus there were likely more tumours coming up as well. She couldn't move on her own and really didn't look happy at all so I made the decision to euthanase her, an utterly horrible decision to make but I couldn't look at her and believe she'd have a good life with the state that she was in, and it would only have got worse.
Tests for distraction
Dec. 14th, 2001 01:38 pmTest 1.
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love,
vacillate.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think happy marriages exist
anymore nowadays.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
Test 2.
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 50% and expect 50% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be awake--you expect the person to
change for you.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love,
vacillate.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think happy marriages exist
anymore nowadays.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
Test 2.
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 50% and expect 50% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be awake--you expect the person to
change for you.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.