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May. 8th, 2003 10:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I lost it somewhere, somewhere when I could let go and think without thought, write random rambles; now I have to force them like this and type maybe the music doesn't help; I want to switch off and reach inside again and just type, concious effort burns it away and it's gone. Think but don't think, think without thought it's sitting there at the edge of my fingers waiting to be found again if I can just touch it for a second it will all beflooding back like some kind of memory I never had aand then I'll be writing no phoness no text no nothinjg just an endless ramble again, rambling on without any meaning whatsoever. On and on halicon, damn phone.