When the heat make the glow too much for hands or minds

....and it fades, there was a shard there for a moment caught by the music while I was driving home, but there was no way to capture it, to let it grow and create and so it was lost.
I feel a little sad, I'd tried to encourage it back as soon as I got home with the same music but my mind had been thinking too much by then. Thats the key, removing the thought and letting the mind drift; its the same for music, well, in a different context music that is, not writing, but dancing. Dancing is creative, and I haven't let the notes dance with me and pull my puppet strings as I move with it for too long.
Barriers and too much thought maybe or just that I haven't found somewhere to dance yet that I was as comfortable with as the Ballroom. It's only ever been there that the moments have come alive in steps and hands, motions and feelings expressed in the physical joy of dancing...

That said, it's been a wonderful evening at camgothfilmclub hosted by the lovely deborah_c; two gems by Luc Besson; the very absorbing Taxi, which I recommend and Fifth Element, which is just easy brain fodder fun. Plus chat, snacks and big squishy reclining chairs, mmmm.

S Day is now T-2.

My mind is too awake to sleep, but theres work tomorrow and sleep to be done, but I keep hoping that notes from the music will catch me and take me back to the spark I found a little while ago.