Introspection
Feb. 12th, 2002 10:43 amThe brain is a horrible thing. It lets you think.
Instincts, emotion, thoughts, wants, needs, hates and fears, all rolled into a chaotic neuron storm of ideas and sensation waiting to explode out and express itself.
I have to distract my brain sometimes, to stop it thinking or I 'think' I'd go mad, just a bit of peace and quiet away from the chaos of the world to let my mind be free of cares and woes for a few instants, it's so relaxing. Sometimes, when I'm really lucky I can just switch off my thoughts and not think at all, I can just type and type or stare blankly at something; at that moment there is no thought or ideas or decisions being made behind what I do, just the raw underlying stuff, the subconcious to the fore doing whatever it wants as the rest of me just follows along behind it, eyes wide like the rabbit staring at an oncoming car.
Music, music helps this; My moods are so charged and wierd at times that I can sink into a depression or get into a hyper bouncy mood at the drop of a song, or a note. Sound is such a strong stimuli for memory; and emotion. Scent too, when I don't have a stinking cold.
I think everyone should try just once to stop thinking, even for a moment, even just for a second and try and free their mind away from the strife and despair, joy and hope, woe and fears of the world so that you are just you even for a split second, freed away from the interaction from the world - no barriers, no filters or input/output from what is around you, just a feeling of utter release from everything.
You can't really describe these moments, not at least in my experience, because to do that, you have to describe what it is to be utterly you, and nothing else.
Instincts, emotion, thoughts, wants, needs, hates and fears, all rolled into a chaotic neuron storm of ideas and sensation waiting to explode out and express itself.
I have to distract my brain sometimes, to stop it thinking or I 'think' I'd go mad, just a bit of peace and quiet away from the chaos of the world to let my mind be free of cares and woes for a few instants, it's so relaxing. Sometimes, when I'm really lucky I can just switch off my thoughts and not think at all, I can just type and type or stare blankly at something; at that moment there is no thought or ideas or decisions being made behind what I do, just the raw underlying stuff, the subconcious to the fore doing whatever it wants as the rest of me just follows along behind it, eyes wide like the rabbit staring at an oncoming car.
Music, music helps this; My moods are so charged and wierd at times that I can sink into a depression or get into a hyper bouncy mood at the drop of a song, or a note. Sound is such a strong stimuli for memory; and emotion. Scent too, when I don't have a stinking cold.
I think everyone should try just once to stop thinking, even for a moment, even just for a second and try and free their mind away from the strife and despair, joy and hope, woe and fears of the world so that you are just you even for a split second, freed away from the interaction from the world - no barriers, no filters or input/output from what is around you, just a feeling of utter release from everything.
You can't really describe these moments, not at least in my experience, because to do that, you have to describe what it is to be utterly you, and nothing else.