Ramble

wake up i am awake i think bleh brain all fuzzy at the moment thats a bit better just let it go ah noisy sound of boss talking emptyness in my head, can't keep it there strange when you have to concentrate toi have to relax maybe thats a problem maybe you can find them maybe I should hire the a team, bad sign back there evil capitalisation evil strike it down with a giant thingy thingy ah pants, just can't get the world out of my brain this morning; need less background noise, or maybe just white noise to make it go away so I can sleep again. Sleep, mmmm that'd be good.

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Changeling national!

Sent off my form finally today!

"Anything you feel we should know in advance about your character?"
My character is stark raving mad

Natch

synergy?

The euro seems to be staying afloat, the EU may be slowly grinding itself towards a unified (beaucractic) way of thinking.
Will it ever abandon the underlying countries? Could it abandon the underlying countries and become an entirely homogeneous unit of people who go, live and work whereever they want within the area?
Is this what you want? They want?
Is your country and place of birth important to you?
Can people ever abandon old hatreds and prejudices and just be people?
Can religion, government and law ever be unified?
Do we want it to be? Or does mankind need it's differences to encourage expression in different ways, create ideals and ideas through opposing views?
Or is the human race just determined to have as many differences as possible so we have excuses to kill each other?

synergy follow on

Perhaps I'm just a mishmash of conflicting ideas, like most of my ramblings. I'd like to say I'm at least semi-happy, maybe not proud, to be 'British'; the country has done ~some~ good things and yes, a hell of a lot of bad ones. But then maybe thats just foolish pride wanting a history to look back on thats something I can connect myself to. Sometimes I feel a little sad that countries like France have a far stronger national identity than England, other times it worries me.

I don't think human beings, psycologically as we are right now, will ever be ready for a unified system of life; there are too many differences right from the word go when you first see someone and you start noticing differences - are they male/female, is their hair longer, are their clothes cooler... etc etc.
Until we all come preprogrammed from a asexual cloning machine there will always be differences, and by the nature of what we have evolved from - a biological badass that has developed to replicate itself and wipe out other biological badasses in order to survive - we invariably look for conflict in mental, social and physical situation. Perhaps its fundamental that we need conflict in one way or another to survive, because I really don't think we're ready for a peaceful society as a race - look through human history and find me a century - no, a year even, when there wasn't a war or a battle -somewhere-.